Ben Mohammad

100 Miles in May

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I'm fundraising for Rethink Mental Illness!

This May, I am taking on 100 Miles in May for Rethink Mental Illness - a cause close to my heart! 

It is so important to have access to resources and support. That's why I am taking part in this event - to help Rethink Mental Illness continue its mission of improving the lives of those affected by severe mental health issues.

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Survival #huku

Monday 12th May
The interesting part to that of which would be understood after an opa out patients appointment with a junior and my nearest relative present is something I feel rethink in many pieces of literature they've produced have confirmed which is the following. The dr who prescribed me endless increases over the christmas period failing to detain who was on the paperwork to see me was to be a bit busy last minute and so sent in the junior again. The junior rarely made eye contact with me and approved of going back to the 4mg of which was all the huffing and puffing in September the Friday before i was to commence work with no boiler heating or money nor anything really yet as I stated before with that increase to assert or clinicalize fraudulently to keep me in my flat on the daily crisis team for 3 weeks preventing me from attending my job which I studied for (advocacy and safguarding) Regardless last week with my mother present the reduction back to normal was made with no eye contact made it could seem like an accomplishment it could seem quite faith inspiring into my prayers around Christmas yet in could also mean for some the end of an era. That era being if a Dr or a trust loses the capacity to detain you due to the fact its highlighted to my mother when they didntbwant us to be together for the  assessment that then what can they actually do with regards to anything other than prescribe meds. That in itself inspires short sprints at intervals between lampposts  and a sense of gratitude that maybe managerial choices shifts changes redundancies lead to the Integrative care board having to go through the council itself with reference to offering better services in the community one of which im taking part in tomorrow. "Takeitbacktothetrack" with everyone active in basildon. It would seem that was the plan altogether when everything was divided and privatised in the NHS over the years and the complexity of many way to diagnose mental disorders smi etc or at lest defining them becomes paramount on establishing disruptive business models. Of which executives don't live by the "duty of care" as the support workers cpn social workers and drs do. My assumption is the executive see duty of care as collateral of which people get smeared threatened and abused to try name and shame in the name of claims they can't back up with a judge. Now my mother realises with disgust the attempt to peel family members away from me to take away my christmas where it would only be my visit she receives evidences the comedy in the way consultants have their hands tied as well , as I've met a few drs over the years. So many deaths me and my friends no a good few friends we have lost all just people who somehow had a few less opportunities then others a few more complications then the average guy. Regardless with the opinion of the nearest relative a president on how to detain someone via the amhp its evident eput have abused this so many times I think asking for the written apoligy was a good idea because again it's worth so much to me or a man.like me when a 100000 salary public sector doctorate can't look you in the eye. I made a song with a lyric some time ago about a "beady eye" and they indeed are a long shot from that. I start my political affairs internship next month and have corresponded with my mp a good few times I wrote a good few poems of which id never uploaded anywhere before much controversy around me. I think its time the punks who call themselves professionals take a deep breath and jump ship before bits and bobs really hits the fan. I stated more than once I wish not to she'd bad light on you but you didn't believe so tried to detain me lieing to my mother, part of the job ? Teach him a lesson lol I think you should read a bit of William blake I recommend "the fly". Your scam got cut short and eput isn't bigger then goverment I'm afraid yet everyone is almost 20 stone in weight, me I was 54kg psychosis ketosis cto datex licensing homeless how many times? Called a terrorist before a tribunal. I still got my Easter this year though and mothers day let's see what the week of blessed sacrament brings down st pauls this year #believeinbasildon #ripmrharrison.
Plus I've done 57 miles 1st week so 43 left my sponsor went to the wrong fundraiser yet I believe it's still live so I can't imagine it won't be credited. I also have a t-shirt or two For sale which I'll model within my body mass index threshold 

Benjanifotos.printify.me 
https://www.mixcloud.com/benjani_fotos/

Great news!!

Tuesday 6th May
Being on the receiving end of a successfully application to start my volunteer work with the borgen project put a smile on my face. I saved myself and will do 10 miles tomorrow to work towards completing 40 to then get nearer 60 by the end of the week.
I do feel like I have clicky hips last summer 2024 in July around Russell square Holborn charing regardless our teams attempt to support us and if a paranoia about a negligence claim and those recognising my principle and standard of morale mean more to me then the bombardment from journalists not saying names as me I'm respectful by my nature nor do I even care about the breaches in human rights whilst I was on a community treatment order after being racially abusd and it had been stated I stole 240 pounds worth of goods during a psychotic breakdown regardless I would appreciate if the current state of journos and politics rather then bombard by whatever definition an attempt at bread and circus becomes cheap and undignified with the same clicks hips and clean dbs an attempt at studying Advocacy lead me to training of which I gained a position. To work and was shut down yet that was September and these same clicky hips who ran rings round the brain dead try detain a christian at christmas after years before saying I stole stuff and stated to a judge in eput itself where the public inquiry gang say you're free to do a ombudsman. The tory legal aid dancer really pulled a bit of teresa may out of her pension I'm sure. So no negligence claim from me yet then drs, I hope the real dr got his poem by hook or by crook. (So much more from where that could have all come from). I will attend my appointment tomorrow with all the progress I've made now apart of the borgen project to hear how on receiving 8mg riperidone supposed to be 6mg which got raised from 4mg which with the same clicky hips didn't let me start my job with no money for reference. These antics for someone. With a click or two more maybe a few more miles under the belt would never appreciate. So I pray my hymn lands on the death dr idiots whose collueges or be it wife very out of shape can turn round in dignity knowing nor do I want a written apoligy you've done your service I tread on no ones toes never have. With another ten under my belt I should have this wrapped up by just over two weeks I think either there is a glitch in the do action or my good friend who I can't convince to run sponsored me 25 pound but it went to a previous campaign so I pray rethink still receive this. I have made quite alo t more music and all is free on mixcloud tonlisten to to gear up into summer.  Never believe the hype just do the miles. Scoundrels suck dry their own soil void of seeking to engineer narratives from farage is gonna fix or ruin your world or you need to become a Dr to challenge one. There is always someone far worser off, with no one no God or faith in his or herself. Tv and broadsheets have their motive and only present that of which is undeniably for those whonwant to be taught how to think. Better just thinking youbdid it in the womb you then learnt to walk let Jo one stop you run and if they ask u to dance (not romantic sense) say you first and watch them.blow their toenails off. 
If you check mixcloud benjani fotos insta or Ben mohammad on facebook feel free to do as you wish with the sounds around your run. To pass around music is better than squander public funds on pop streams. I believe I will hit my target of 75 pound. All can see the initial build up of controversy around my borough an neighbouring unitary authorities of which the council has made huge progress in basildon over the last year with which i have no excuse in letting rethink down in my target financially nor in distance due to what theybdid for me welcoming me to the world of Co production last year. You are saints. I personally don't think that doctorates and back and fourth with giverment is the angle in all honesty but duebto the blessings I've received I will renew my membership I also pray the 3rd sector in its growth can learn so much from the atrocities via lived experience to protect themselves from the same failing in the coming future. 30 more miles this week more than doable lol!!

#huku

Saturday 3rd May

A #huku is a short, rhymed poem, typically in three lines with 5, 7, and 5 syllables, respectively. It originated in basildon essex inspired by the disgust directed towards the Essex PartnershipUniversity Trusts attempt to take christmas away from a christian .As a flip on a haiku (origin japan) which often focuses on a nature , inturn a  selfie in nature accompanied by relections on  specific moment in time of hissyfit sillybilly antics to cover up a mess, aiming to convey a strong emotional or sensory impact to be shared on social media as a defense mecanism in the name of self advocacy and those who can only put their faith in God alone.


It can be utilsed to support campaigns in the name of reforming the mental health act.


It can be used to engage and educate eachother into thinking deeper around psychotic symptoms empathetically.


It can be used in the chorus or bridge of a "rule by 4s song"


#4snot3s

#believeinbasildon

#huku

#ripmrharrison







I ran 10 miles today and had alread spotted the mind banner on a bench at a hospital inwas detained in a good few times. I saw this bench a good couple of weeks ago and can only think of the great work Dr sarah hughes and her team must have put in to get that there i wanted to take a a selfie yet wanted someone else to take it.

Regardless this was a few weeks ago when inwas raising moneybfor mind charity at present Im campaigning for Rethink who as Mind are a non-discriminatory organization so the 10 miles towards the 100 and potentially 15 on tuesday go to rethink the day on the 6th when an important funeral takes place in my borough Mr harrison whom i never knew but others ive played on a pitch with have some my prayers are with them on this day #believeinbasildon . The oppurtunity rethink gives me today to exercise my body and creative juices as Ive wrangled a mix off of the back of this celebratory time yesterday #4snot3s which the #huku inspired to enjoy spring with some nice music. 


1st day 9 miles of the hundred in may

Thursday 1st May
I'm extremely blessed to have had a few sessions provided to me of physio due to some difficult to diagnose u juries namely so last year I had 3 sessions of physio starting in July I could have been a misdiagnosis of a genetic reflex disorder yet due to my circumstances and hypervigilance I had just worn down all the muscles around my hips and my feet were complete ketchup and potentially toenails from too much sardines fault yet after 3 sessions I learnt to rest and more importantly a ratio which is every ten kilometres rest for 7 yet what many wouldn't understand would be the rest must include stretching and also movement (How to inepret your own personal cycles) regardless being g that I need 91 more miles over the next almost 30 days 9 x 11 = 99 right so more or less . So organising this spring month of May around (20 days of 5 more or less with a 9 and a 3 km) becomes more fun to spice it up with the weather. Consistently taking into consideration the importance of recovery namely active recovery and in the meantime whilst resting attempting to get extended family to share the co tent etc with others. Appreciate the the hard work Rethink as a non discriminatory organization provide and always advocate to others to take part in these campaigns as its just a matter of getting started and I will always accompany someone to get going for this good cause. Great work 👏 

Convincing my friend he still has a body

Sunday 20th Apr
Many have lost their bodies due to the negligence in information distributed due to voluntary amd involuntary administered antipsychotics. Even without such severe medications many would feel that pointing fingers at those that left them uninformed regarding how to turn around and help the drs and proffesionals who never make the claim life isna bed of roses for all. Turn around takes moving and the obese can't move well yet there is a glimmer of hope for my friend who I'm trying to convince that he should.partake in this 100 miles campaign with me as he isnstill in good shape and stop focusing on the past as it as will never leave you and people have got other things to do like watch Phil Mitchell. Ian beale is the highest paid actor in eastenders people don't forget them tears everyone forgets and at least wants to forget phils hand signals to deaf Ben his son (diabolical acting award). Ian Beale roasts all the tiktok tantrummers 100 miles.shano 1.month about 4 a day not a race they'll be a Peggy Mitchell waiting for u somewhere sir big picture #permeke100 #rethinkpermeke #lemonardy 


Regardless I'm doing it,  and gonna try convince him so send him a sponsor or a message stating how.good it could be for him not me or share his campaign if he joins before Phil Mitchell gets the pay rise and Ian takes early retirement and your stupid tvs start clapping again when u need to be told it's time to laugh.

#mandempillilove 
#fightforflemish


Etc etc etc






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